Got headache now... Never got even a minute of sleep last night...Could be my most horrible and unforgettable night I ever had. A night of extreme agony with intense feeling of longingness and wanting more.I had been begging for almost 33 months, last night I beg again, but I guess it isn't true what they say that "Love begets Love". Now I am empty... Seems to me everything is nothing, hollow and mundane. Can't feel any pleasure even when a music is played, nor I feel inspired or excited about what's going on around. Now I feel no sorrow, melancholy nor anguish, just a continual nothingness...Feeling emotionally frigid inside, empty and numb. As everything has been said and done, as the story ends and the curtain closes, for the first time of my life I feel nothing... As if mentally and emotionally isolated from my own being...
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